For the most part,
I am strong.
But there are also some days like today that I am not.
Emotions can take over me despite wanting to choose the positive side. Then I become weak, hopeless, and scared.
"I really... miss you."
"I really miss you too. Now I am going to study hard so that I can see you."
"I have to get a good score so that I can go there. This is for you. This is for you and me."
Then all these negative thoughts and feelings started to fade. You may not know exactly where that "I miss you" came from but thank you for re-assuring your love for me.
You know very well how hard this is yet you still continue to fight for it and for us.
Thank you for being a source of hope and inspiration.
All in God's time